Today we managed to buy the rings for the Wedding. I wanted to get that out of the way first. Personally I am a traditionalist, so chose yellow gold and Jason chose white. It was nice to get the rings we wanted, chose together and expressed our personalities in many ways. For me the rings are the most important part of any Marriage. They show the commitment of two individuals, to spend the rest of their lives together. For me, they symbolise the circle of life, as well as the personalities, of those who wear them!
Our Wedding, has taken a back seat in our thinking, up until recently, it had too. We had so many things to deal with, at one stage, we did not even know, if the Marriage would take place. Happily with the support of friends, close dear friends, we have managed to move forward with this Wedding against all the odds.
To those who sought to destroy us and our relationship, two fingers to you. You failed, and now it's our time to rid ourselves of you, your heinous minds and sad lonely lives. Mark my words, we will succeed, where you have failed!
A few words about Jason!
I wanted to say a few words about my partner, Jason. Jason has been through a lot, as much as me, and more. He has been offered very little support and suffers every day.
Jason is truthful, honest and always helps others. He has integrity and honour. We haver both seen very little of this in recent times!
The lies, fabrications, dishonesty and animal lijke behaviour, I have experienced, along with my partner, has shocked me to the core. Never in my 44 years on this Earth have I seen such disgusting situations, misrepresentation and low lives.
When I speak about it to people, even now, they look at me, with shock and horror in their face.
Myself, Jason and our nearest and dearest remain dumbfounded by the way our lives have been used as a tool for destruction.
I have high morals and still have deep rooted beliefs, which have been shaken to the core, but remain firmly entrenched within my very being!
Beware, your game is up!
We know what you are up too. You can't say one thing to one person and something completely different to someone else - Caught out!
After getting the Wedding Rings, we spent an equally romantic time in 'Iceland', getting some shopping. I hate Iceland personally, but as it is Jason's turn to buy food this week, it's entirely up to him where he goes!
I was surprised at some of the food on offer, including Kangaroo and Ostrich.
I rarely go food shopping these days and was surprised to see this type of stuff on sale. The last time I had seen this was when we lived in Australia. It kind of took me back to those days and gave me a chuckle!
When one looks at life, from ones partners point of view, one can see, hear and feel the pain he experiences. He has led a relatively sheltered life in comparison to mine and is not used to the worst, life has to throw.
As for me, I'm not stupid. I know exactly what people are about, just how bad people can be and just how low people can stoop. Jason gets easily hurt, I do not any more, especially after recent events!
I Hate Liars!
My biggest hate are liars. All I can say is I hate, hate, hate them. If you lie, you know exactly who you are, your lies will come back to haunt you. You should be fully aware, that you, are worthless, in need of help and are on my list of things to do before I die.
Sad and lonely, no love in your heart, ugly inside and out!