Woke up this morning, feeling a little bit happy. It was a beautiful night last. 'Red Sky at Night, Shepherds Delight!'
Had an important meeting today. Obviously, I can't go into too much detail. We had to travel to Lymington, for what is probably going to be a series of meetings.
Getting up early, isn't something we are used to, as we are both quite ill at the moment. Surprisingly, I at least was raring to go!
We arrived very early, just so we could go through our notes. Me, well, I was as laid back as I could be. I've been waiting so long, now, I really do not care anymore. For me this was just the beginning of the end.
Jason however, is still rightly wound up, upset and is experiencing failing health each day. If it wasn't for the tremendous support, we both receive, I'm sure things would be much worse!
Had quite a lot of time to kill today, so went to the local church and took some photographs. It was actually peaceful and took my mind off pressing matters for a while.
I was looking at all the peoples names, the years of their deaths and wondering just how bad their lives had got. What sort of people they were and imagined what they were really like. It passed the time and I actually enjoyed the relaxation for a change!
In medical news, my medication is thus far working a treat and I can't fault the tablets. It has nearly been a week and I have been more positive and happy than I have been in a long while. I only hope my partner, is given the respect he is due, instead of the disgusting nonsense he has suffered so far. It is making me angry as hell! Nearly time to right that wrong!
Darren Vranjes, 43 years old, gay, partnered 20 years. Living in Southampton UK. Bipolar!