The best of friends and loved ones have been here this weekend and lifted both our spirits at this time. It was remarked upon, just how much support we have at this time. It shouldn't really surprise me to be honest, but we are well aware of all those who are currently playing a part in our current unusual situation. As we all know, this state of affairs, is far from normal, in fact it is quite possibly the most disgusting and disturbing chain of events, we have ever witnessed.
Understandably, our friends are deeply concerned for my health and the urgency for Jason to have some closure. Early indications suggest that this will not be the case, and this terrible situation will just get worse. We have both been advised to instruct Solicitors at the earliest opportunity.
In order to allow Jason some space at this time, I will try and spend time away, as my health becomes of major concern. I have options available to me. Our nearest and dearest have been a great source of inspiration and support and have done more than one could ever have expected.
It is hard suffering the indignity, and humiliation, this ghastly illness expels. It is even harder to deal with, under these constricting issues of dereliction of duty and negligence, but nothing can possibly get worse right now. Mostly we need to limit the damaged caused, before it becomes another cross we have to bear.
Jason has told me that he is deeply depressed, and I can see why. At no stage has anyone bothered to put any safeguards in place for either him, myself or indeed others. At the end of this week, we will have put measures in place to allow us access to all other options available at this time.
Our faith remains shattered and until these terrible chain of events are cleared up, dealt with admitted too, confirmed and finally someone actually gets their act together. We have both been left too long, I have so much anger in me, that whatever happens, this type of behaviour should be exposed and never seen again.
Somebody needs to grow a pair and finally get to grips with what is going on, before somebody gets extremely hurt. I hear daily, that individuals are still making people's lives hell, still creating problems, destroying others and acting like the dregs they are. DEAL WITH IT, BEFORE IT BECOMES A CRIMINAL MATTER, FOR ALL TO SEE!
Due to my family's ignorance, inability to see past their own lives and their uncaring, illogical and selfish ways, we have decided to completely remove them from our life. They have played no part in this painful episode and still regard their sad lives as far more important. Completely ridding oneself of all those who are add odds with our life, recovery and well being, is necessary and ongoing. When all this is over, there will be no place for any of you at our table ever again!
Once again thank you to all my friends for taking on this family role. You are all worth a million!
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