It takes two!
On top of this stroke of good luck, something, altogether, even more surprising has happened, this very morning. I was sat at our breakfast bar, just having a coffee, when my mobile rang. It was 8.45 am, no body rings at that time, so I feared the worst and believed we would have to start dealing with a few funny phone calls today, as we have done in the past. Still I am way stronger now, able to deal with idiots on the end of a phone.
I answered it, in what I can only describe as an angry tone. i had got used to training myself to switch off, but this morning I felt rattled, after another awful nights sleep. As they replied to my rather hasty dulcet tones, a bit scratchy and prickly, I realised almost immediately, that it wasn't those, who carried out a campaign of bullying in the past.
The call came from another, very prominent charity. Those that mattered, had been reading my blog. They were encouraged to study each of my entries, carefully and they would discover, what they are seeking to prove at the moment! To cut a long story, short, they are experiencing, similar dysfunctional behaviour, and had been for some time. After religiously reading www.bipolarcoaster.co.uk , every day, without fail, they wanted to share a conclusion with me, its author.
I am mindful, that any similar contact, from another person, could really be a set up, to trap those of us, who are seeking to protect themselves. As my strength has returned, so has my confidence. I was able to ring them straight back on a phone number registered to the charity, and I did not get off the phone for an hour and a half. it seems this poor charity are suffering unspeakable behaviour, at the hand of something sinister and misunderstood. Of course, my blog is about my Bipolar, nothing more, but after listening to what I can say, was an honest, though faint voice, describe to me episodes and patterns, that I have seen somewhere before. Sadly it is impossible to say anything further on this subject, but I will return to it, as our caller decided to keep in regular contact with myself, though circumstances, that are very similar in nature, although like us, they have not been able to move forward in a way they would have liked.
It will happen one day very soon. There will be a sudden bolt of movement and everything will start to just slot into place. Feeling safe and secure at this time, is so important for the successful resolution, not whitewashed position, that we all desire. I am doing my own homework now, finding my own path to take and feeling not so lonely anymore. There are so many good people, in the know, who are now working with us, to end this and others insecurities and fears, that it is just pushing us further and further ahead, more quickly, as each day passes. I have a feeling, that things will turn out for the best in the end.
Have a great, peaceful day and I will blog some more when I get in later!