Normally Jason and I avoid the one person who caused a lot of pain for me and him, but sadly he was in there, when Jason arrived. He was aprroched by him and as he told me, it was difficult. He told him to 'do one', in not so many words.
I need to highlight this, so the message gets through to him:
'Do not approch myself or Jason, do not speak to us, do not react to us. Keep away, keep your distance, steer clear and above all DO NOT communicate with us AT ALL! You were partly responsible for me relapse! Every time you come near, I have been told to contact the Police, as I have done this weekend. Your lies, stalking and unhinged nature are not wanted, needed or desired. KEEP AWAY!'
'You are of no importance or relevance in our life. I will not think twice about having you put away to save us and others from you. The World would be a safer place!'
There couldn't be clearer, could it!
Jason also spoke to another two people, who's association with the one above is more or less the only reason we will not entertain them. When Jason got home, he was upset, because of what happened. As he said to me, he had to delete a lot of people from his life, because of that one individual, who made our life so difficult and hard. He said he missed certain people, but understands that can not change, all the time he who shall remain nameless walks the streets freely. He enjoyed talking to a couple of the Hoi Polloi, and in reality, they did nothing compared to others. One of them saved my life, the other his partner. If he does read this, then just understand, that you were also extremely bad for my health and that of those I regard as friends. For that reason, we have to stay away, otherwise, I still hold you in very high regard, for what you did for me, in saving my sorry life!
Back at Capri, we were spending quality time in each others company. I was going to join Jason in the club that evening, but lucky enough, my friend Dale, told me 'The Dreg' was out and I avoided confrontation. For me I would have used fists firsts and thought about it later. He deserves nothing but contempt from me and is the lowest form of life on Earth!
It was nice to talk at length with Jay, my Best Man at my Wedding and one of the best friends I have. We hadn't done that in a while and it was heart warming. My 'sister' / 'wife' Natalee was here as usual and we are always good together anyway. I had a great time, not no sure about Jason, but I hope he just uses it as a learning curve!
I want to mention Joe's sister Hannah briefly. Hannah has been an inspiration for me. During my relapse she gave me some of the best advice I could have wished for. I agreed all of the suggestions she gave me. I discovered much about what Hannah went through, whilst sadly we lost contact. She acted with dignity, and I was extremely upset to hear about exactly what happened. A remarkable young Lady, who now has a happy family life, with the man she loves and beautiful twins too boot!
A brief word for those that act with manipulation and control. When a relationship or friendship breaks down, don't lie to yourself and others in order to make yourself look good. You may have won round the hearts and minds of weak minded individuals, but when the truth comes out you will look worse than the person you sought to destroy.
I am proud to call Hannah and of course Joe, my friends!
I prevented someone coming to my Wedding because you, my Aunt demanded it. I did what you asked. What a fool i was. I am sick and tired of my family placing unreasonable demands upon myself and Jason, because they suddenly feel important. My Mother and Father treated us both like a piece of dirt, now you are doing the same and for what......WELL WHAT? There are no excuses, you have had all the notice you need and I met your conditions. You Aunty, have always been the same and I am no longer putting up with it or indeed care. Like those worthless friends in my life, I am deleting you entirely. I wish nothing more to do with you.
As messed up families go, mine is the worst!
Thanks to all those who did RSVP and can everyone else who still have to, please do so as soon as you can!
The double edged sword, was concerning results, for a Liver Function Test. I can't say much about this, except, it was my fault and I accept the results. I will be given a consultation as soon as possible and that is what matters.
I am sure they will demand life style changes and only time will tell what happens. In the mean time I will just wait. I am stronger, happier and far more determined, so that is favourable.
the only advice I can give is shout loud and then shout louder again, it could save your life!